Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Divergent ~ Book Review


"One Choice can transform you"
One book can also transform you!



Title: Divergent
Author: Veronica Roth
Genre: Young adult, Dystopian World
Rating: 5 stars 
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If you LOVE falling in love, if you enjoy reading from a strong female lead that is selfless, smart, brave, kind, and strong then Divergent is for you.  

I am not being compensated or swayed for this review in anyway.  Well, that's a lie it is my love of books that sways me..
No copyright intended for photos, book quotes, etc. 

This first book in Veronica Roth's #1 New York Times bestselling Divergent trilogy is the novel the inspired the major motion picture starring Shailene Woodley, Theo James, and Kate Winslet. This dystopian series set in a futuristic Chicago has captured the hearts of millions of teen and adult readers.
Perfect for fans of the Hunger Games and Maze Runner series, Divergent and its sequels, Insurgent and Allegiant, are the gripping story of a dystopian world transformed by courage, self-sacrifice, and love. Fans of the Divergent movie will find the book packed with just as much emotional depth and exhilarating action as the film, all told in beautiful, rich language.
One choice can transform you. Beatrice Prior's society is divided into five factions—Candor (the honest), Abnegation (the selfless), Dauntless (the brave), Amity (the peaceful), and Erudite (the intelligent). Beatrice must choose between staying with her Abnegation family and transferring factions. Her choice will shock her community and herself. But the newly christened Tris also has a secret, one she's determined to keep hidden, because in this world, what makes you different makes you dangerous.




Spoiler alert past this point, you have been warned!

"I  hear a train horn, so faint it cold easily be wind whistling through an alleyway. But I know it when I hear it.  It sounds like the Dauntless, calling me to them." - Divergent 

They called to me also and I was hooked on this book and being Divergent, myself.  Roth does a great job with visuals, I could visualize everything she was illustrating to us through Tris and that kept me very interested.  I couldn't wait to see more through this interesting characters eyes.  She is the type of character that doesn't see herself fully, but not in an  annoying way as some female characters seem to do.  Even though she lives in a completely different world she relateable and I feel myself putting myself into her shoes and going through the book as if I am her.   It is truly the best way to get lost in a book and Roth makes it easy.  

"I look at the hole again.  Goose bumps rise on my pale arms, and my stomach lurches.  If I don't do it now, I won't be able to do it at all.  I swallow hard. I don't think.  I just bend my knees and jump." -Divergent

Then I am falling with Beatrice as she becomes Tris, I feel my heart pound with hers and my body tense as she falls/we fall.  As I fall in love with the book before I even meet Four...

"He has a spare upper lip and a full lower lip.  His eyes are so deep-set that his eyelashes touch the skin under his eyebrows, and they are dark blue, and dreaming, sleeping, waiting color.....

His voice is deep and rumbles. "What's your name?"

"Um..." I don't know why I hesitate. But "Beatrice" just doesn't sound right anymore.

"Think about it," he says a faint smile curling his lips...."

Four, he's dark, he's mysterious, and he is strong, but it doesn't take long to realize he is brave, and selfless, and smart, and kind, and honest.  One thing I love about a book is not only falling in love with the characters, but falling in love with love.  Tris and Four's relationship was realistic to me for the world they lived in and it was fate that they would be together. 

"But there is something wonderful about Dauntless chaos." -Divergent

Wonderful indeed! I have no doubt if I lived in this society that I would have choose Dauntless as well, I would want nothing to more than to be fearless and brave.

"Were you a transfer too?" -Tris

"I thought I would only have trouble with the Candor asking too many questions." he(Four) says coldly. "Now I've got Stiffs, too?"

"It must be because you're so approachable," I(Tris) say flatly. "You know.  Like a bed of nails."

He stares at me, and I don't look away.  He isn't a dog, but the rules apply.  Looking away is submissive.  Looking him in the eye is a challenge.  It's my choice.

Heat rushes into my cheeks.  What will happen when this tension breaks?

But he just says, "Careful, Tris."....."

Oh witty Tris, it seems everything comes down to a choice.

It isn't just her relationship with Four, it is her relationship with the other initiatives: Christina, Al, Will, Uriah...

I turn to Christina.  She raises both eyebrows.
"What?" I ask.
"I'm developing a theory."
"And it is?"
She picks up her hamburger, grins, and says, "That you have a death wish."

There is so many things that builds on Tris' character that would take a book for me to describe, but it is her bravery, intelligence, and her selflessness that gets me.  From standing in front of the target taking Al's place to handing the gun to Four because she couldn't bare the thought of shooting him. Tris is a character that I defiantly respect.

"Ready, set, g-" 
        Before he can finish the word "go", he releases the sling and I forget him, I forget Uriah, and family, and all the things that could malfunction and lead to my death.  I hear metal sliding against metal and feel wind so intense it forces tears into my eyes as I hurtle toward the ground. 
    I feel like I am without substance, without weight.....

Held secure by the straps, I throw my arms out to the side and imagine that I am flying.  I plunge toward the street..."

Everything that Tris feels, Roth makes me feel right along with her and I love every minute of it.  The Dauntless are corrupt and towards the end of the book they take things to a whole different level, things change in a way that they can never be fixed.  The adrenaline is on a different level, it is the definition of life or death.  Unfortunately, lots of death for the main character, Tris gains and loses so much in such a short amount of time I am left wondering how she will hold herself together, but then there is Four...  

"I have something to tell you," he(Four) says.
"I might be in love with you." He smiles a little. "I'm waiting until I'm sure to tell you, though."

"That's sensible of you," I say, smiling too. "We should find some paper so you can make a list or a chart or something."

   I feel his laughter against my side, his nose sliding along my jaw, his lips pressing behind my ear.

"Maybe I'm already sure," he says, "and I just don't want to frighten you."

I laugh a little. "Then you should know better."
   "Fine," he says.  "Then I love you."...."


"We are creatures of loss; we have left everything behind.  I have no home, no path, and no certainty.  I am no longer Tris, the selfless, or Tris, the brave.

    I suppose that now, I must become more than either......."







Monday, May 26, 2014

Mom on the side lines..

      The warm sun has come out to shine it's rays of happiness on us, everyone loves summer time.  The fun, the food, and the swimming.  It just makes your soul happy, honestly it has to be some of the happiest times of the year.  Spending time outside with family, soaking up some vitamin D, camping, whatever your family enjoys.  It's great unless you are on the side lines, unless you feel down on yourself, and insecure.  It is a time when people show more skin than any other time of the year.  We strip out of our baggy sweaters and into barely there swimsuits.  This can be exciting for some, especially carefree children who just want to have fun, but for a mother or anyone who has struggled with their weight it can be difficult to enjoy it.   I have told myself for years that next summer I will not sit on the sidelines feeling insecure in my swimsuit watching everyone else enjoy themselves, and every year the next summer comes and I feel the same way.  It isn't so much the fear of others judging me but of the standards I am holding myself too.  As soon as I slip into a swimsuit, shorts, or a tank top all of the hard work I have done doesn't seem to matter.  It doesn't feel like enough, I change my clothes many times, and just feel worse and worse.  Suddenly no matter how bright the sun is shinning I have a dark cloud hanging over me.

Swimming is most kids favorite activity, it is so much fun for them. 
The kids ask to go swimming, I pull on my swimsuit and cover it with a cover up.
Then I avoid the mirror because if I look into it I will only pick myself apart.
I feel uncomfortable, the kids are smiling with joy and excitement.  I smile back, but it is forced.
We get to the pool or the beach and I tell them to go ahead, even have my husband swim with them because I am not ready to pull my cover up off.  
I watch from the sidelines as they laugh and have fun, they call me to come join them and I feel riddled with insecurities.  

The hardest part is letting my insecurities control me, letting my own body image keep me from memories being made with my children.  We will not get our first trip to the beach back when I stood back in the sand pulling at my shorts and shirt taking pictures of everyone but myself.  (later deleting the ones others snapped of me)  I didn't always stay on the sidelines, but I never felt completely comfortable and just fully enjoyed the moment.  We had fun and I did make memories, but how much more powerful would those be if it wasn't tainted by my insecurities.  
I am working hard, my body is changing slowly, but surely.  My prayer is that we all embrace our bodies, we keep working at it, but feel proud and show off what we have accomplished.  Not to feel uncomfortable in our own skin, the temple the Lord has given us.  The moments and gift of life put before us should be made the most of, my prayer is that I learn to just enjoy the moment and let the insecurities wash away.  I will no longer be the mom on the sidelines and I pray that you wont' either. 

When feeling insecure I will pray, I will let the Lord's strength guide me and push the negative thoughts out of me. I will be radiant with him on my side. 

"Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame." -Psalm 34:5





Monday, May 19, 2014

Coming SOON!

    
   This blog will officially kick off on May 26th, 2014!  If you are stopping by and we haven't kicked it off yet, please follow me or save my blog to visit again.  I will be blogging about my life, but most importantly my faith, family, fitness/sports, and love of books!  I really hope that you will decide to join me and if you want me to check out your blog just leave a link.  I LOVE blogs and have a very hospitable follow back standard.  IF you follow me, I will check out your blog and follow back.


Our first Book Review will be posted the week of May 26th, it will be a YA book!

I will post at least 1 time per week, but most likely more! 

Thanks for stopping by,
Laura

Monday, May 5, 2014

40 Days & 40 Nights: Healthy Life Challenge

      

The need to change my life in a healthy way and spiritual way has weighed heavily on my heart.  Today I am embarking on a journey I feel I was called to accomplished.  I will be trying to change my life into a positive way, with purpose in the next 40 days and 40 nights.

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Thursday, May 1, 2014

May Fitness Log

Fitness Log for May 2014


1st - Rest Day
2nd - Yoga
3rd - Hiking 
4th - Basketball
5th - 1 Mile Run (10:10) Upper Body Pyramid Workout
6th - upper body
7th - rest day
8th - Lower body HIIT
9th - Track & Field
10th - Upper Body Strength
11th- Rest day
12th- 30/20/10 Upper Body workout + Cardio
13th - lower body, stadium stairs
14th - rest day
15th - Lower body, stadium stairs
16th - Full body HIIT
17th - Rest Day
18th - Basketball 
19th - Upper Body, Dance Fitness
20 -Lower Body Workout
21 -Rest Day
22 - Full Body Workout
23 - None
24 - None
25 - Basketball (45 minute, burned over 500 calories)
26 - WOD Murph Memorial Day Challenge!
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